I had a total of 3 hours of sleep last night. I really don’t have the energy for more on my plate.
I’m learning a new phonics program because what I’m doing isn’t having the impact I want so I need to switch gears. I really don’t have the mental capacity.
I’m juggling being a parent, a partner, a teacher, a friend, a colleague, a leader, a child, a neighbor. I really don’t have time to add another role, much less the role of a writer.
I’m committed myself to balance this year and I can hear my past self just smirking and chuckling the moment I said it because past me knew it was a stretch- I just don’t have the ability.
But it’s time. It’s time to start sharing. It’s time to start advocating. It’s time to start making progress. As I said in a meeting last week, I’m done with the dance. I’m done with the facade. I’m too tired and I don’t have time to play around.
It’s the eve of the March Slice of Life challenge. Of course it had to be a Tuesday. So here I am, so ready to write that I’m starting a day early. (I know, overachiever. But if you look at my to-do list you would know that I’m just perfecting my procrastination skills by writing this post.)
It’s time.
yay! I’m so happy you are writing again this year. I know it’s hard – but I think the writing can help!
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Ahh yes, balance. I’m struggling with this as well–so many of the lines you wrote I can connect with. Not enough energy for more on my plate. Check. No more mental capacity. Check. Juggling all of the many roles. Check. Smirking at myself as I commit to write again. Check. There’s so much power in sharing. Writing with you in solidarity. ❤
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If it helps, you were my inspiration to finally start slicing this year! You’ve got this and I know the juggling can be so hard.
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